Forbidden Love

Laying in the white dirt,

The doorstep my home.

I look towards the laying hills,

A grandeur, for me just emptiness.

Longing for you I’ve spent my life here,

my clock ticking,

Tired,

Aching,

Missing you.

This emptiness,

Embracing my being,

Solitude.

Walking down the hills now I go,

gently caressing,

The green grass with my paws,

These affections remind me of you,

Your touch,

Your gentle apologetic hands.

Yearning I continue ahead,

the fresh breeze,

Dancing with me,

My dance of love.

Faster I move on,

Picking speed,

Running,

Panting,

its too much.

I look around and I can’t see you,

Can’t you see me?

Can’t you hear me?

Don’t you miss me?


You promised,

that bright and promising day,

 I was born once more,

I fell for you,

I bonded with you!

Then you went missing,

No trace,

Not even a scent,

Your sweet embracing vibrant aroma.

I search endlessly,

Tired of waiting.

Here I remain,

Yet, alone I wait.

So simple it may seem,

To promise me endlessly,

I must move one,

Removing the thought in my head,

Screaming,

No!!!

I can’t stand this,

Accepting that I am a non existing being,

Just your yearning mascot,

Awaiting orders,

Your best friend,

Just a dog.

The requiem

I saw the deep dug pit,

the nonstop digging,

the construction,

I saw it all.

The fleeing black grievant dirt.

grunts, more precipitation,

the making of your new home,

your last resting place,

your refuge,

your mansion,

No chrysanthemums,

Roses,

Tulips,

Only wild bushes,

Smiling deliriously.

No cards, guests,

Your final party,

Rejected letters.

Sorrowful melodies play,

Dancing pity,

Embracing partners.

I could hear your shrieks,

your cursing,

such blasphemy!

Your voice echoing,

a trandescending pay back,

I guess it cost you more than you planned,

Your repayment,

so humiliating.

Can you still be spared?

I dare not speak,

Forgiven?

Hush!!!

Walking away,

I listen to your struggle,

The turning,

Too late,

Such hypocrisy,

Your payback so bitter.

Rótulo de amor

Cada segundo,
de cada minuto,
es parte de cada hora ,
a cada día de mi vida.

Esos rayos majestosos,
acariciando mi piel.
Esa sonrisa,
transmitida a menudo.

Esa risa,
transmitida me mueve,
Cada parte en mi,
a cada espacio.

Me llenas,
de felicidad,
Y concordancia en el amor.
Eres mi párrafo de aprecio.

Que distinguida ,
prefiero coronarte,
con mi amor,
y valides real.

Vente ya a ese espacio estructurado,
hecho tan especial para ti,
entra ya,
a las puertas de mi corazón.

Palabras rotas coronan,
tu maldita piel en tu cuerpo.
Intrépidamente transmiten,
cada detalle de tu ser oscuro y negro.

Gran esfuerzo haces,
en enmendar cada detalle.
Todo te trabaja,
maldita la suerte tuya.

Tus garras,
filosas y trepadoras.
Al par de tu cuerpo,
frágil e fuerte.

Te detienes a cada instante,
disfrutando a cada paso,
el desentierro,
de todos tus victimas.

Cantos venenosas,
a cada nota transmitiendo melodías imbéciles.
Oídos escrúpulos,
efectos delirantes.

Fuerzas efectivas la tuya,
tu laberinto estatal.
Duna imprevista,
en las playas de la vida.

Saved

I was searching for help,
to the edge of the world i ran,
nobody i met,
it was dark and silent.

I looked,
praying and humming,
impatiently i kept on,
no one in sight.

This darkness revealed my loneliness,
it decapitated my reality,
i needed a voice,
i aimed furiously.

The road kept silent,
the trees never whispered,
the buildings down casted me,
their shadows kept me.

The coldness crept,
reaching deep within my bones,
warmth i seek,
to avail i froze.

Forced breathing i tried,
along with the nonrhythmic beat of my heart,
keeping the consolidation of my lungs,
i kept on.

I looked above,
the stars so bright,
the moon afar,
the night silver in glee.

I heard a voice,
calling within the depths,
i heard footsteps,
i heard hope.

life prevailing,
my aid arrived,
the hope i held so right,
the confirmation of my theory.

Life so valuable,
gem of earth.
Life so great,
gift of hope and peace.

The voice arrived,
i tried to hold on,
i followed it,
i gave in.

My hope i abandoned,
my heart gave in.
My lungs collapsed,
my breathing stopped.

Life so gallant,
bold and strong.
Magnificent hope,
hallucination of life.

Ironic complaining

I became your prisoner,
and in your jail i was.

I became your servant,
and your drinks i served.

I became your sex toy,
So happy i was.

Well at least the last one,
i remember the most.

My Gifts to you

I give you my eyes,
to look beyond my borders.
To conquer my earth
and claim it yours.

I give you my mind,
to absorb life.
To guide me in green meadows,
and peaceful trails.

I give you my arms,
to reach and embrace my soul.
To provide me warmth
and keep me safe.

I give you my ears,
to listen to to hymns in life.
To dance in silence and
in darkness joyous glee.

I give you my sense of scent,
to breath into me endless life.
To nurture me and
make me grow.

I give you my legs,
to lead me right.
To conquer wars and
in battles fight.

I give you my heart,
still beating and alive.
To give you life
and in coldness warmth.

Life is not much in asking,
but in giving.
Love is generous,
and in darkness lights.