Mort de l'amour

Stabbing me deep,
You stay.
Right in front of me.
A contra-reflection,
isomers.

My soft calls,
ignored.
My pleading thoughts,
withheld.
My gentle touch,
repelled.

I look within,
Darkness still.
coldness,
a condensation.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

Falling delicately,

i loose control.

No motor coordination,

lost and gone.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

Dust rises,

enveloping me within,

a common arrival,

dramatic scenery.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

A casted shadow,

distinct overcasts me.

Cool and assuring.

Irony?

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

My battle lost,

no regrets.

Weapons still charged,

my heart pours down to you.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

My last breath,

rises in the air.

My last scream for love,

never accepted.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled. 

Mort de l'amour

Like a frame,
it held me.
I stood there.

Menacing gracefully,
it bit me.
I bore the kiss.

Conscious cuts,
it carved me.
I remained still.

Pattern over pattern,
it caressed my skin,
i indulged.

Aghast, a new me.
No convention,
a conversion,
unbalanced equation.

A will

It was foretold,
engraved in stone,
bestowed upon,
no choice.


Illuminating prophesy,
so dark decree,
expressive spree,
a heresy.


The writing suffice,
the memoir complete,
a masterpiece under a pseudonym,
everlasting epiphany.


Inspiring guide to few,
appraised control,
a criticized manuscript,
detached and red.


Unplanned facts,
unmarked and out of track,
a mistake they say,
that cost a life,
clear impotence.


Clouded thoughts arise,
no turning back,
a requiem,
stereotyped and dull.

...Finally

Falling off the edge,

grasping the whips of air,

gasping in solace,

anguish.

Free falling,

sculpturing the cold dry air,

contouring the aim,

savoring victory.

Miscalculations,

a labyrinth,

plan B?

Immediate call,

emergent corrections,

falling...

hysteria,

falling...

time is running out

saved?

Amazement,

awe..

a constriction,

sudden love.

warm blood,

savoring the dry dry earth,

enriched soil now,

sudden love.

Savoring victory,

a passionate death.

upon waking up...

I woke up this morning,
weak and frail.

Fear streamed and condensed.
Thunder ..... lightning struck.

Fear of not opening my eyes,
and not blinded by the
vibrant light.

Fear of not feeling the scourging rays of the sun,
caressing my face.

Fear of not kissing the fresh
morning breeze.

Fear prevailed...
thoughts conveyed...

Fear of moving on,
fear of destroying what's not..
.................................. even there.

Fear of facing truth,
.. the ordinary world,
... you,
life.

fear.....

Patience

12.10.10
15:15 pm
(Couch)
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Patience kills,
patience reads..
patience heeds.

Patience is asked,
patience is on demand,
patience stinks.

Patience softens,
patience stuffs,
patience is real.

Patience exposes,
patience comes clean,
earn it.

Patience is a virtue,
like it or not.

Patience...
my patience,
the same protocol.
Patient...
patience.

Breaking Through

10.10.10
22:31 Pm
(rug)
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Break through my soul,
inspire me hope,
breath life upon me.

Break through my heart,
inject me love,
gush warmth within me.

Break through my mind,
program me into you,
command me 'you'!

Break through my ears,
whisper me - YOU!
calm me with you lullaby.

Break through my lips,
seal my words,
secure your love,
make me believe.

Break through me,
make me stay,
make me you,
make me..love.