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I was searching for help,
to the edge of the world i ran,
nobody i met,
it was dark and silent.

I looked,
praying and humming,
impatiently i kept on,
no one in sight.

This darkness revealed my loneliness,
it decapitated my reality,
i needed a voice,
i aimed furiously.

The road kept silent,
the trees never whispered,
the buildings down casted me,
their shadows kept me.

The coldness crept,
reaching deep within my bones,
warmth i seek,
to avail i froze.

Forced breathing i tried,
along with the nonrhythmic beat of my heart,
keeping the consolidation of my lungs,
i kept on.

I looked above,
the stars so bright,
the moon afar,
the night silver in glee.

I heard a voice,
calling within the depths,
i heard footsteps,
i heard hope.

life prevailing,
my aid arrived,
the hope i held so right,
the confirmation of my theory.

Life so valuable,
gem of earth.
Life so great,
gift of hope and peace.

The voice arrived,
i tried to hold on,
i followed it,
i gave in.

My hope i abandoned,
my heart gave in.
My lungs collapsed,
my breathing stopped.

Life so gallant,
bold and strong.
Magnificent hope,
hallucination of life.

Ironic complaining

I became your prisoner,
and in your jail i was.

I became your servant,
and your drinks i served.

I became your sex toy,
So happy i was.

Well at least the last one,
i remember the most.

My Gifts to you

I give you my eyes,
to look beyond my borders.
To conquer my earth
and claim it yours.

I give you my mind,
to absorb life.
To guide me in green meadows,
and peaceful trails.

I give you my arms,
to reach and embrace my soul.
To provide me warmth
and keep me safe.

I give you my ears,
to listen to to hymns in life.
To dance in silence and
in darkness joyous glee.

I give you my sense of scent,
to breath into me endless life.
To nurture me and
make me grow.

I give you my legs,
to lead me right.
To conquer wars and
in battles fight.

I give you my heart,
still beating and alive.
To give you life
and in coldness warmth.

Life is not much in asking,
but in giving.
Love is generous,
and in darkness lights.

My departure

I sit on the softest part of my bed,
stipulating million excuses to explain your absence.
The clock strikes midnight,
shall i go to bed?

I remain reluctant,
unwilling to retreat to rest.
My impatience rises,
i'm going mad.

Your careful,
well planned tactics worked.
The record plays,
i listen to my story as it unveils.

My strong senses,
betrayed me once again.
I fight to undercover my mistake,
to avail i loose once again.

If torture is what you seek,
i'm suffering more than obvious,
oh, my shameless demasculation.
I rise my white flag.

My work of architecture now gone,
each stroke and mold delayed.
Incomplete canvass,
beyond abstract it lays.

My life has been destroyed,
no need to save.
Inconsolable i lay,
praying for pity and guidance.

I'm in need more than they think,
perhaps a shot  may do.
The earth shall swallow me,
and in its abyss to keep.

I can taste the fire,
so strong and soothing.
I'm burning deep within but i don't mind,
for an oasis i keep within.

I depart from earth as easy as 123,
independent and bold.
You may judge me but i don't mind.
For its my life a non devotion to minds.

Oh careful seeker,
stealer of dreams.
Have no pity on me,
i'm more stagnant and delirious as it seems.

A hymn of love

The joyous fluctuation that occurs within us,

is nothing primitive.

That eccentric conduction,

Flowing within our veins,

makes us one is a clear modernity.

The interconnectivity of our hands,

Sharing the equal needs of each.

The interchange of our warmth,

A conductive unity.

The exchange of oxygen,

each intake of breaths making

Our breathing similar.

Oh, thy heavens reached!

A pulsating unity.

Our interlocked gaze,

Captivating and naïve.

A hypnotizing serenity,

 yielding thoughts so brave.

Effective telepathy,

Same wants,

Same needs.

The same path, no diversion,

One way, one road.

The racing beats of our hearts,

a harmonizing melody.

The song of life,

The hymn of passion.

The colors of a poet

Hues so dark and compelling.
Vibrancy takes control.
My color,
 the colors of a poet.

Evergreen forest,
nature tranquil secret.
Life embedded,
so sweet it is life.

Turquoise calm,
mad in distraught.
loving in serenity.

The dark side,
hidden within.
words so strong,
like the winds on winter.

Bright maroon,
expressive and strong.
Love so pure,
ever pouring voyage.

Pale assonance,
the soft side.
Patient and humble,
invisible but there.

The colors,
our identities.
Our stories behold,
the colors of a poet.

As i sit here in my sofa,
i think of you.
I see the bright caressing rays of the sun,
i feel it in my face,
kissing me softly.

I think of you and i see the sunset.
slowly going,
darkness overtaking.

The cold air comes in within,
making my insides freeze.
My thoughts fade,
my life ends.

A drop falls to the ground,
dust takes it within.
I sit, there in the sofa.

Its all gone, and lamenting.
Tears run like the river.