Forbidden Love

Laying in the white dirt,

The doorstep my home.

I look towards the laying hills,

A grandeur, for me just emptiness.

Longing for you I’ve spent my life here,

my clock ticking,

Tired,

Aching,

Missing you.

This emptiness,

Embracing my being,

Solitude.

Walking down the hills now I go,

gently caressing,

The green grass with my paws,

These affections remind me of you,

Your touch,

Your gentle apologetic hands.

Yearning I continue ahead,

the fresh breeze,

Dancing with me,

My dance of love.

Faster I move on,

Picking speed,

Running,

Panting,

its too much.

I look around and I can’t see you,

Can’t you see me?

Can’t you hear me?

Don’t you miss me?


You promised,

that bright and promising day,

 I was born once more,

I fell for you,

I bonded with you!

Then you went missing,

No trace,

Not even a scent,

Your sweet embracing vibrant aroma.

I search endlessly,

Tired of waiting.

Here I remain,

Yet, alone I wait.

So simple it may seem,

To promise me endlessly,

I must move one,

Removing the thought in my head,

Screaming,

No!!!

I can’t stand this,

Accepting that I am a non existing being,

Just your yearning mascot,

Awaiting orders,

Your best friend,

Just a dog.