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I'll Kill you rain!!

as you spill on me,

cold,

gray,

wreckless.

Unclassified

I stood merely astounded,

explaining every detailed rebound,

digging in images,

lost, new and found.

I stood screaming,

blasting my speakers,

refilling after every second,

oh blasted symphony.

I stood concentrating,

scanning your face for obscenities,

your doctrine so redundant,

flawless-not look, Ha!

 I stood absently,

reviving memories so deep,

annotating reasons drawn on you ,

for a career so unclassified.

I stood there,

not majestically,

nor listening,

but trying, 

to understand why i ever chose you.

The contrast between colors is much visible,
the hues transcendent vividly,
as our distance grows immensely,
a overpowering dignity.

I remember we used to laugh,
to walk together,
with similar thoughts,
a vital complexion.

To hate

Humidity dims the lights,

darkness forecasts danger,

the redness of eyes,

the increased breathing.

The weakness of the not-mighty,

the craving of the lost,

rotting words,

spurting poison.

Cut out phrases,

abstract art,

the non ending expressions,

half made sentences.

Collision of faith,

the lost not found,

believer of stories,

the decreasing interest of life.

Persecutor of lies,

inventor of darkness,

hunter of light,

life spoiler.

Destroying paths,

increasing havoc,

turmoil,

unceasing symphony.

For you,

who betrayed your words,

investor of lies,

time waster. 

As you were asleep

Every beat reminds me of you,

Every breath and elevations of your chest,

Each blink,

Every movement at bliss

Your peaceful conspiracy

Each breath you let go,

Warming tranquility to sooth,

Sea of calmness for me

You move to the side,

Aligning the treasured color of your skin,

The arrangement of your maturity,

A constellation in time

Gliding fingertips caressing your chest,

Soothing comfort,

The roadways so pure,

My connection at last

Love spurs in your neck,

The calamity of gentleness,

Remarkable initiation,

Annotation of love

Life in doubt

Questions fall without relay,

the unexpected turn,

no right or left escape.

Our saturated thoughts,

the cold bare breath.

condescending aroma.

The bases of wood,

swaying as the wind compels,

a instructive order of death.

No answers arrive,

memory fades,

doubt remains.

Pleading life,

scourging screams of agony,

a controversy.

Life contended,

obscure and obliged.

a life controlled.

Trapped

Trapped withing the craving hands,

doomed to eternal unity.

Trapped in whirling minds,

controlling momentum.

Trapped in a space so true,

pure and gentle.

Trapped in your life,

captivated forever.

You led my hand and showed me a way,
crashing the barriers,
you showed me peace.
creating freedom.

You spoke of life,
a map so clever,
planning the whole concept,
a captivating art.

A revolution of love,
a movement of unity,
a recruiting team,
peace and tranquility.

You said love solves all,
You lead the way,
you inspired minds,
the movement began.

then one day,
the unexpected occurred,
love went against love,
unnatural superstition.

Surreal events,
a terminating massacre,
the clashing began,
dead is dead.

Love died that day.
Love?

The Voice

Extensive thoughts matter,
Because i draw with words,
my words stand out,
vivid picturesque.

i won't stay shut,
i'll speak my mind,
my freedom so true,
no barriers at all.

Mind so fluent,
fluency like lighting,
words expelled like thunder,
oh,, such bright momentum.

Let your minds speak,
do not follow,
unite thoughts,
make words lead.

Be the revolution,
be your own solution,
find your own thoughts,
be free.

The Sovereignty of the Abandoned

Having locked the latches of the gates,
i fled for sovereignty of darkness,
free lancing among the lost,
experiencing utmost abandonment.

Suddenly a knock came from the opposite side,
a sudden calmness took control,
the wind breathed in my face,
warmth struck me.

Running towards the gate,
i snatched it widely against its bars,
color came upon my skin,
lavishing light so pure.

Falling to my knees i gave forth,
i gave my all,
releasing the locks of my gates,
i extended my hospitality.

A comforting diffusion took place,
i felt the worries abandon,
evil fled,
i was living a dream.

Looking around i saw color,
the vivid monochrome,
brightness,
such liveliness so true.

Joy flooded my gates,
a sudden change so surreal,
What is this?
i never questioned.

Traveling on and about,
sharing happiness,
inviting hearts,
warmth so peaceful.

One day i felt a coldness,
my color faded,
darkness was rolling in,
showers poured.

Fleeing to  the gates,
i saw it locked again,
screaming i was confused,
so cold i felt.

The water kept rising,
emptiness surrounded me,
a wretched soul i became,
speechless.

Trying to find an answer,
i asked my heart,
but no words were painted,
no sound not a clue.

Flooded forcefully,
i gave in,
trying to understand was difficult,
a pain so bitter.

After giving in so much,
unlocking my gates,
was it love?
i doubt it.

Love never leaves?
it never kills?
it doesn't drown,
love heals?

So as thunder rolls in,
and showers pour,
the levees break,
i breath good bye.

DEloved

Encountering  fears,

rekindling tremors.

made me Float restlessly along the humid air,

weightless and out of gravity,

I increased my attraction,

you repelled me.

Needing you helplessly,

you abandoned me.

I screamed out to you,

you ignored me.

I extended my hands,

you ran away.

whispering words in your ears,

you gave me your back.

Holding your hands,

you slipped against me.

Breathing my heart into your palms,

you remained cold.

Out of breath i remain,

trying to understand what i did wrong.

Awaiting your warmth,

i grew deeper cold.

Listening eagerly,

I only hear your distant breaths.

I remain silent,

torn,

broken,

in pieces.

Awaiting correspondence,

there is an empty inbox.

Empty words,

a silent night.

The rolling thunder approaches,

enslavement found,

voluntarily accepted,

rains pour so bitter.

The extent breached,

the waiting ended,

silence covered,

darkness prevailed.

Worthless waiting

The sky darkens,
casting shadows beneath my skin.
The aching of a better day,
time speeds.

Awaiting phrases,
every second counts,
the initiations,
the soothing pledges.

Its ten past 12,
do i say Good morning?
awaiting i remain,
a wrecked soul.

Early morning dawns,
The shadows leave,
the tremor remains,
like a fool i await.

Redemption begins,
light overcasts,
you hear my calls,
i need you now.

Happiness today

Happiness is worn,

decorating smiles,

cascading laughs,

increasing passion,

deep interwoven bonds.

Happiness is love,

Love is all,

speechless tune,

ever understanding vocals,

beating bass.

Happiness is everything,

the lost remedy,

life saving antidote,

the medicine so true,

the guard of everyone.

Its happiness. 

A futuristic human

The trees have scattered their leaves,

across the once clean pavement.

As insects search for moisture,

among the decaying leaves.

Heeding refuge also,

Under the dry trees, 

there stands a human.

A strong bold man.

With him lays his luggage,

on the thick leavening soil.

Awaiting he seems,

lost in thoughts within.

A solemn face,

no movement at all.

His contouring masculinity,

denoting his clear and vivid struggle.

His clear sight,

deep dark brown eyes.

Looking beyond the valley,

he remains honest.

His thoughts drown the atmosphere,

saddening the air.

Coagulating the oxygen,

a sorrow so great.

A great war is being held,

as thoughts fight over each other.

His dreams so great,

aspirations so bold.

A inspiration he's found,

a founding pillar in his life.

The neutrality coming so strong,

tranquility he's found.

Love builds up,

peace finds its place.

Consoling soothing words,

a lullaby in the air.

Picking up he leaves,

smiling ahead he walks.

A conquering smile so wide,

bright eyes dim the sun.

A bright monochrome,

his figure.

His steps an inspiration,

for the sole and desolate.

Such humanity so great,

bright future ahead.

A will so strong,

indestructible constancy. 

Ménage à trois

Time contours our time together.
It cuts the spaces between us.
It sticks the injuries,
healing our bruises.
Scars are the evidence of our achievement,
As time enfolds it reveals our love,
it burns like fire so pleasurably,
the passion so strong.
Like magnets we stick so strong,
our hands caressing each elongation,
back and forth our movements,
increasing euphoria so invigorating,
devouring each other like lions,
the cascading rhythmic beatings,
each uprising breathing,
our passionate melody.
life indeed so pleasurably.

Time in this era

As i lay in the cross road,

time ticks.

Thinking of what may lay ahead,

time runs.

Time deciphers my aspirations,

it limits my thoughts.

Time runs out,

darkness takes over.

Brightness is what i search,

from this pale and dark world.

It is my work that values,

time just goes by.

It is not a world of thoughts,

or a world of lies

it is a world of actions,

a world of time.

Planning may be crucial,

the itinerary so vital,

the program important,

time it is. 

So now i let the clouds pass by,

my memories to fade,

my heart to cease,

for now i understand that time is life.

So darkness takes over,

the ticking stops.

i breath in ease,

i'm gone for now.

Pretense

I saw it clearly,
yet i pretended you were there.
I falsely understood,
every signal.

I saw it clearly,
yet i saw a bright monochrome.
A transcendent idea,
a falsely planned outline.

I saw it clearly,
yet i saw a beating.
The pumping deafening,
a song of life.

I saw it clearly,
yet i took the risk.
I'm paying for what i did,
my mistakes so sorrowful.

I see it clearly now,
so don't you kill me.
Pretend i just died,
keep me in your memory.

You

I listened to stories,
i imagine it,
making it my world,
a future to seek.

so baby,
I've read the labels.
You aren't no mistake,
i choose you and so it be.

I read the contents,
the ingredients,
the calories,
you fit my diet.

My protein,
my sugar,
my veggies,
baby you are prefect for me.

Health risk,
there ain't any with you.
No side effects,
just flavors and baby thats neat.

I shall devour you,
so i warn.
I hope you don't mind,
my appetite is insane.

Contouring you,
now i see.
you fit my nutrition,
baby you are fine.

... graduation its called

Once again,
we arrive at the crossroads.
With millions of labels,
a trillion of options.

We walk together,
now time to part.
We farewell each other,
as time decays.

Life seems a challenge,
a sacrifice its called.
choices we will make,
a future we bake.

so don't you lament,
go ahead.
Don't you slow down,
pick up your steps.

A marathon it is,
only the best make it.
so don't you give up,
ascend baby, its your time to shine.

As i lay beside you

Time is my witness,
Life is my alibi.
You are my life,
a treasure so much than gold.

Laying beside you,
my pains ease.
My life opens doors,
you lead me to them.

Each breath you take,
my air for life.
Each blink,
a photograph of life.

Your serene face,
peaceful and loving.
Intermediating life,
our love so persistent.

I keep looking,
i see you in me.
I keep glancing ,
I see u with me.

If its a sin to love,
then i must die.
If trust lies in love,
then i swear.

You are my source,
the basin of love.
The growing of faith,
my pillar in life.

Treachery

A mere contradiction,

a repulsion within us.

No conductivity,

plain deception.

I tried to hold on,

my hands slipped.

I screamed for our help,

you let go.

I fell deep down,

looking at u in the eyes.

I saw the anger,

i saw a different person.

My thoughts race back in time,

i try to think.

I remember yes, 

that treacherous sign.

Now too late to go back,

i regret everything.

As time i respect,

but death detest.

Life so precious,

unforeseen by us.

Taken away so fast,

at the blink of an eye.

Your Call

I heard you call,
echoing in the air
pulsating my skin,
deafening my ears.

I heard your call,
as i crossed the road,
i tripped on it,
i fell across.

I heard your call,
as i slept in bed,
dreaming of you,
a nightmare so rare.

 I heard your call,
asphyxiating my air,
condensing my vapor,
ensnaring my lungs.

I heard your call,
i ignored it,
in pretense i thought of it as the wind,
its too painful to go on with it.

Your call is mute,
a dim monocrome,
a solemn lullaby,
dedicative requiem.

The warrior

The words you speak,
they flow like spears,
stabbing intrinsically,
overwhelming deeply.

The gush that flows,
inundates reasons,
they blur the compassion,
and cease the sane within.

The darkness unknowing,
attacks triumphantly,
blocking senses,
responding uneasy.

This chain reaction,
painfully damages,
paralyzing thyself,
unwelcoming anew.

The mistake

I'm holding to it,
but it crumbles like sand.

Its more transcendent than i thought,
more damaging than i sought.

I never saw that coming,
It came and i fell to my knees.

Foolish seeker,
too late i realized.

Caught in the reigns of a unnatural,
very classical of me.

It constricts my veins,
the pressure's building up.

Can my heart take it?
Can i survive?

Blood gushes out,
vaporizing red all over.

Too late the realization,
of the tumor.

Exceeding sublime,
Matter not quite.

It transformed naive,
and stabbed back triumphantly.

Deathly battle so sour.

Forbidden Love

Laying in the white dirt,

The doorstep my home.

I look towards the laying hills,

A grandeur, for me just emptiness.

Longing for you I’ve spent my life here,

my clock ticking,

Tired,

Aching,

Missing you.

This emptiness,

Embracing my being,

Solitude.

Walking down the hills now I go,

gently caressing,

The green grass with my paws,

These affections remind me of you,

Your touch,

Your gentle apologetic hands.

Yearning I continue ahead,

the fresh breeze,

Dancing with me,

My dance of love.

Faster I move on,

Picking speed,

Running,

Panting,

its too much.

I look around and I can’t see you,

Can’t you see me?

Can’t you hear me?

Don’t you miss me?


You promised,

that bright and promising day,

 I was born once more,

I fell for you,

I bonded with you!

Then you went missing,

No trace,

Not even a scent,

Your sweet embracing vibrant aroma.

I search endlessly,

Tired of waiting.

Here I remain,

Yet, alone I wait.

So simple it may seem,

To promise me endlessly,

I must move one,

Removing the thought in my head,

Screaming,

No!!!

I can’t stand this,

Accepting that I am a non existing being,

Just your yearning mascot,

Awaiting orders,

Your best friend,

Just a dog.

The requiem

I saw the deep dug pit,

the nonstop digging,

the construction,

I saw it all.

The fleeing black grievant dirt.

grunts, more precipitation,

the making of your new home,

your last resting place,

your refuge,

your mansion,

No chrysanthemums,

Roses,

Tulips,

Only wild bushes,

Smiling deliriously.

No cards, guests,

Your final party,

Rejected letters.

Sorrowful melodies play,

Dancing pity,

Embracing partners.

I could hear your shrieks,

your cursing,

such blasphemy!

Your voice echoing,

a trandescending pay back,

I guess it cost you more than you planned,

Your repayment,

so humiliating.

Can you still be spared?

I dare not speak,

Forgiven?

Hush!!!

Walking away,

I listen to your struggle,

The turning,

Too late,

Such hypocrisy,

Your payback so bitter.

Rótulo de amor

Cada segundo,
de cada minuto,
es parte de cada hora ,
a cada día de mi vida.

Esos rayos majestosos,
acariciando mi piel.
Esa sonrisa,
transmitida a menudo.

Esa risa,
transmitida me mueve,
Cada parte en mi,
a cada espacio.

Me llenas,
de felicidad,
Y concordancia en el amor.
Eres mi párrafo de aprecio.

Que distinguida ,
prefiero coronarte,
con mi amor,
y valides real.

Vente ya a ese espacio estructurado,
hecho tan especial para ti,
entra ya,
a las puertas de mi corazón.

Palabras rotas coronan,
tu maldita piel en tu cuerpo.
Intrépidamente transmiten,
cada detalle de tu ser oscuro y negro.

Gran esfuerzo haces,
en enmendar cada detalle.
Todo te trabaja,
maldita la suerte tuya.

Tus garras,
filosas y trepadoras.
Al par de tu cuerpo,
frágil e fuerte.

Te detienes a cada instante,
disfrutando a cada paso,
el desentierro,
de todos tus victimas.

Cantos venenosas,
a cada nota transmitiendo melodías imbéciles.
Oídos escrúpulos,
efectos delirantes.

Fuerzas efectivas la tuya,
tu laberinto estatal.
Duna imprevista,
en las playas de la vida.

Saved

I was searching for help,
to the edge of the world i ran,
nobody i met,
it was dark and silent.

I looked,
praying and humming,
impatiently i kept on,
no one in sight.

This darkness revealed my loneliness,
it decapitated my reality,
i needed a voice,
i aimed furiously.

The road kept silent,
the trees never whispered,
the buildings down casted me,
their shadows kept me.

The coldness crept,
reaching deep within my bones,
warmth i seek,
to avail i froze.

Forced breathing i tried,
along with the nonrhythmic beat of my heart,
keeping the consolidation of my lungs,
i kept on.

I looked above,
the stars so bright,
the moon afar,
the night silver in glee.

I heard a voice,
calling within the depths,
i heard footsteps,
i heard hope.

life prevailing,
my aid arrived,
the hope i held so right,
the confirmation of my theory.

Life so valuable,
gem of earth.
Life so great,
gift of hope and peace.

The voice arrived,
i tried to hold on,
i followed it,
i gave in.

My hope i abandoned,
my heart gave in.
My lungs collapsed,
my breathing stopped.

Life so gallant,
bold and strong.
Magnificent hope,
hallucination of life.

Ironic complaining

I became your prisoner,
and in your jail i was.

I became your servant,
and your drinks i served.

I became your sex toy,
So happy i was.

Well at least the last one,
i remember the most.

My Gifts to you

I give you my eyes,
to look beyond my borders.
To conquer my earth
and claim it yours.

I give you my mind,
to absorb life.
To guide me in green meadows,
and peaceful trails.

I give you my arms,
to reach and embrace my soul.
To provide me warmth
and keep me safe.

I give you my ears,
to listen to to hymns in life.
To dance in silence and
in darkness joyous glee.

I give you my sense of scent,
to breath into me endless life.
To nurture me and
make me grow.

I give you my legs,
to lead me right.
To conquer wars and
in battles fight.

I give you my heart,
still beating and alive.
To give you life
and in coldness warmth.

Life is not much in asking,
but in giving.
Love is generous,
and in darkness lights.

My departure

I sit on the softest part of my bed,
stipulating million excuses to explain your absence.
The clock strikes midnight,
shall i go to bed?

I remain reluctant,
unwilling to retreat to rest.
My impatience rises,
i'm going mad.

Your careful,
well planned tactics worked.
The record plays,
i listen to my story as it unveils.

My strong senses,
betrayed me once again.
I fight to undercover my mistake,
to avail i loose once again.

If torture is what you seek,
i'm suffering more than obvious,
oh, my shameless demasculation.
I rise my white flag.

My work of architecture now gone,
each stroke and mold delayed.
Incomplete canvass,
beyond abstract it lays.

My life has been destroyed,
no need to save.
Inconsolable i lay,
praying for pity and guidance.

I'm in need more than they think,
perhaps a shot  may do.
The earth shall swallow me,
and in its abyss to keep.

I can taste the fire,
so strong and soothing.
I'm burning deep within but i don't mind,
for an oasis i keep within.

I depart from earth as easy as 123,
independent and bold.
You may judge me but i don't mind.
For its my life a non devotion to minds.

Oh careful seeker,
stealer of dreams.
Have no pity on me,
i'm more stagnant and delirious as it seems.

A hymn of love

The joyous fluctuation that occurs within us,

is nothing primitive.

That eccentric conduction,

Flowing within our veins,

makes us one is a clear modernity.

The interconnectivity of our hands,

Sharing the equal needs of each.

The interchange of our warmth,

A conductive unity.

The exchange of oxygen,

each intake of breaths making

Our breathing similar.

Oh, thy heavens reached!

A pulsating unity.

Our interlocked gaze,

Captivating and naïve.

A hypnotizing serenity,

 yielding thoughts so brave.

Effective telepathy,

Same wants,

Same needs.

The same path, no diversion,

One way, one road.

The racing beats of our hearts,

a harmonizing melody.

The song of life,

The hymn of passion.

The colors of a poet

Hues so dark and compelling.
Vibrancy takes control.
My color,
 the colors of a poet.

Evergreen forest,
nature tranquil secret.
Life embedded,
so sweet it is life.

Turquoise calm,
mad in distraught.
loving in serenity.

The dark side,
hidden within.
words so strong,
like the winds on winter.

Bright maroon,
expressive and strong.
Love so pure,
ever pouring voyage.

Pale assonance,
the soft side.
Patient and humble,
invisible but there.

The colors,
our identities.
Our stories behold,
the colors of a poet.

As i sit here in my sofa,
i think of you.
I see the bright caressing rays of the sun,
i feel it in my face,
kissing me softly.

I think of you and i see the sunset.
slowly going,
darkness overtaking.

The cold air comes in within,
making my insides freeze.
My thoughts fade,
my life ends.

A drop falls to the ground,
dust takes it within.
I sit, there in the sofa.

Its all gone, and lamenting.
Tears run like the river.

Mort de l'amour

Stabbing me deep,
You stay.
Right in front of me.
A contra-reflection,
isomers.

My soft calls,
ignored.
My pleading thoughts,
withheld.
My gentle touch,
repelled.

I look within,
Darkness still.
coldness,
a condensation.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

Falling delicately,

i loose control.

No motor coordination,

lost and gone.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

Dust rises,

enveloping me within,

a common arrival,

dramatic scenery.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

A casted shadow,

distinct overcasts me.

Cool and assuring.

Irony?

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

My battle lost,

no regrets.

Weapons still charged,

my heart pours down to you.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled.

My last breath,

rises in the air.

My last scream for love,

never accepted.

My soft calls,

ignored.

My pleading thoughts,

withheld.

My gentle touch,

repelled. 

Mort de l'amour

Like a frame,
it held me.
I stood there.

Menacing gracefully,
it bit me.
I bore the kiss.

Conscious cuts,
it carved me.
I remained still.

Pattern over pattern,
it caressed my skin,
i indulged.

Aghast, a new me.
No convention,
a conversion,
unbalanced equation.

A will

It was foretold,
engraved in stone,
bestowed upon,
no choice.


Illuminating prophesy,
so dark decree,
expressive spree,
a heresy.


The writing suffice,
the memoir complete,
a masterpiece under a pseudonym,
everlasting epiphany.


Inspiring guide to few,
appraised control,
a criticized manuscript,
detached and red.


Unplanned facts,
unmarked and out of track,
a mistake they say,
that cost a life,
clear impotence.


Clouded thoughts arise,
no turning back,
a requiem,
stereotyped and dull.